Happy Bday S'pore...
Surprisingly, I didn't get myself out of the house today. Spent at least 75% of the day finishing up Doreen's bday present and wondering whether to call him about the piano concert. Im sure I'll blub up and make a huge fool of myself... I've never had much confidence playing the piano on stage. Last time I was playing as a Grade 4, so not much prob. Only now, I'll be going onstage as a Grade5 or Grade 6, and there's loads of problems. He's been one of the ppl I've always trusted as a great friend. Only now, with all the flying rumours about me flying round the place(coutesy of unmentionables) I'm not sure if he's gonna trust me anymore. He's been avoiding me of late... what a fool I've been. Im not sure if I shld have invited him. I mean... during the audition he actually came,but I wasn't there... I'd left. I was so touched when he told me...
I'm not sure if this account is only gonna push him down anymore into the swamp of hate against me... I'm really unsure... I mean... WHO WOULD WANNA READ MY BLOG ANYWAY... except for some really close frens... Hey, if u know who u r and you're reviewing this, I'm juz gonna say THANKS FOR TRUSTING ME ALL THIS WHILE AND BEING MY FRIEND WHEN I WAS DOWN AND OUT IN THE COLD JUZ , AND NO OFFENCE, IF THERE'S ANY STUPID RUMOUR GOING ROUND ABOUT ME, I JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH, SO PLZ DON'T BELIEVE THEM ,OK???
OH, SORRY, IF YOU'RE STILL READING, PLZ TAKE NO OFFENCE ABOUT MY INVITE, OK?
Like who would even read this... guess I'm on the way to losing my only friends and heading straight into the pit of doom, CURSES ON ANYONE WHO'S TRYING TO TARNISH MY REPUTATION, YOU KNOW YOUR CONSIENCE!!!
| RUITING | ||
|---|---|---|
| R | is for | Radiant |
| U | is for | Unique |
| I | is for | Intense |
| T | is for | Tender |
| I | is for | Intense |
| N | is for | Natural |
| G | is for | Genius |