Today, Ms Liao changed our seats. Ben immigrated to the far end of the class, and KJ moved in. I dunno why... I juz felt so upset by it all. I mean, Ok, that was strange. I mean, Ben has always been a moving iceberg sitting beside me. He got along well wif Jackie and KJ... I guess he juz didn't wanna speak 2 me. However, now KJ has moved in. I mean... ever since I recieved the SENTENCE DE EXILE from the rez of the girls, he, Jackie, KJ and some of the other guyz have been my only frenz in 1/4...
I don't wanna make this sound lyk a suicidal note. It's 11 at night and here I am, typing. I have no intention of giving anyone nightmares... like anyone would even have any.
Like anyone would even think of reading this.
It's so unfair.
Why do girls giggle in the hallways and exchange blog adds? Why do guys talk about Gunbound and Runescape and all those computer games?
Why am I like that? what am I?
Why do I like classical music and writing when other girls like pop and surfing the net?
Why was I born like that?
Everyone said that it was good that I was different.I used to think that way too.
I thought it made me clever.
How wrong could I be?
I've fallen from the top of the Niagara falls. Just as I was beginning to realize that I hadn't been too seriously injured, I was plunged from the top of Angel's Falls.
My world first shattered when I recieved a stupid hate note.
At first I hadn't believed it.
I realized that it was reality. I had been exiled.
I broke down completely.
But thank god above, Jackie , KJ and Surin came and gave me a hand. They made me realize that my life was not over.
I survived purely on that strand of hope. For three entire weeks, I struggled to stay afloat.
Then Ms Liao had to come and ruin everything.
| RUITING | ||
|---|---|---|
| R | is for | Radiant |
| U | is for | Unique |
| I | is for | Intense |
| T | is for | Tender |
| I | is for | Intense |
| N | is for | Natural |
| G | is for | Genius |